Well, this is the blog thingy.i dunt know what to type, so if it seems borin its cos, well..cos it is basically. im talkin to mi sen here. OH WELL!!! hehehehe yeah! aniways...moving on...BREATH PEOPLE!!!its good for you!! (no offence to people who dont breathe, im sowi!!) no-one will read this, but i dont care!! Becci ses to do it, and im bored!!! BYEEEE!!!

im not, but if i was, right no id be tryin to sell my story to the paper, so i could make a bit of money coz right now im in the mood to make money. Im writn two things in the same day coz beccis like a brain washing cult, cos xhe said to write in here, so i did. that human is of a weird species. carefull, she eats people ears for a living. Aniways, i cant thinkof now else to say apart from dont let people drag you into their twisted little life, just because they want your friends.

How come whats meant to be good for you is bad? Take medicine for example. I hate it, never take it, i refuse to even touch tablets and pills, it takes ages for me to take syrup and when I do its the flavoured type for kids in the smallest doses, and I have asthma but won't take my inhalers. Soooo, so far so good. You probably think I'm moaning, but all I'm saying is whats good for you, is also bad. Like there has been argument after argument n our house over stuff parents do so kidsare 'safe' and 'how there doing it for the best', yet its wrecking my life!!!!!*sigh* oh well...

well, I'm in IT and really really bored, this lessons crap. Well, he just said to log off so bye. this is short, but I'm bored

This week has been big on arguments. There has been a lot of arguments, more than normal in a full week, between everyone. On wednesday there was none, though, but i think thats because we were on a trip, so the change of scenery lifted everyones spirits. Most of the arguments were just over petty little things that just got people in a bad mood. Don't get me wrong, it hasn't just been argument after argument, we all were happy most of the time, it's just there were more arguments than normal. I think it's partly to do with the weather, sounds odd, but with it changing a lot, and been really hot too, it's tiering. Well, I know it's tiering me out, which when i'm tiered out I get annoyed easlier, that might not go for everyone, but i think that was definately part of the reason why i was gettin annoyed easily. (not because there's weather, i mean because i've been tired out all the time, doin the same thing, too) But it has been a happy week, it's just there have been a lot of tiffs between our group. a bit like when theres a rain cloud in the sky, but it only rains for a bit, then the weather brightens up again, but then it starts to rain again. So...er....yeah... But it should be fine next week, now everyones got their argument side out of there system.:)

went to meadowhall with the always wonderful becci,which was funni. we did a lot of weird stuff like take leaflet boxes and stuff, and becci got yelled at by a nasty bin lady. i didn't buy owt, cos i didnt want to spend my money, but becci spent all of hers on funeral for a friends cd, so i had to buy her dinner, which i shared with her, but it was gross. she chucked salt and mushy peas on me and i ate fish with cola poured on it. then on the ride home i thpught becci had died, cos she looked lifeless, so i freaked out a bit and asked her if she was dead. she weren't. right now i'm eatin the sauce that is meant to go on crispy duck and its really burnong my throat. i think thats hy your only meant to have a bit with peices of duck and pancakes

In science at the moment. Becci, Mel and Lisa are like a million miles away from me!!!:( well, there not, but oh well) Im sat next to sarah and kathryn right now.wooo*rolls eyes* if only them two got together*sigh* they'd be the perfect loner lesbians:) well, i'm goin now...

Well, I can't go on the internet at home at the moment, prbably not for ages...:( and i've only got like five minutes on here. oh well, i need to answer beccis rambelings...:)

hehe im writin in robyns blog thing, woooo go me. that was becci, not that it could be anyone else, cos im sad like that. cheese is weird. i don't like it apart from in yoghurts and pizza. yeah, i coan't think of owt else to write and i think becci might eat her own hand if i let my attention stary from her over 5 minutes. soooooooooo:D hehe, becci with no hand...(no offence to people with no hands.., im sorri:()

so, this is me, robyn (its not) nah, i figured id right in here cos she let me lose with ehr password, ill answer i few questions, of which i know ure all just dying to know, maybe literally, i dont know who she talks to on here. :|

Well she aint been on cos she fucked up her computer by gettin some virus, and also her mummy had a permonition that there was a virus ready to be caught by robyn herself, and so wearned her, by writing it in a note...yeah. But Robyn rudely disobeyed (how ya spell that) her mom, and so is being punished, shes also just come back from her holidays, and is enjoying the darkness of what is england once more. So, i know you were just simply dying to know this information and i hope it ahs been of some help.

toodles!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

becci (or is it robyn)

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Soooo.... I tidyed my room for once, and not just the floor, the whole thingy!! windowsill, shelf and desk!!! sad, i know, but it was seriously bothering me. I was going to go see becci today, which ill probably do later anyway, but i had to wait for my mum to get back. god knows why, i mean, its not like my dads not in. Well, she's back from yet another day trip to the hospital. Last week she said she'd take me to see a movie tommorow night, but she wont be able to go now, because she has to have another day of relaxing, which she cant help, but is kind of annoying on my behalf. And i keep tryin to answer things on here and it wont let me click owt!!it keeps sayin theres an error on the page. it VERY VERY annoying... anyway...im done. bye! xxx

Well, yesterday i thought the internet was gone forever, as it wouldnt connect whatsoever, not matter how many tmes i rebooted it. But now our laptop is totally fixed, so yay!! even though i dont get the internet from the comfort of my own room, at least the internet works PROPERLY and my parents dont need to just keep poppin in. AND I GET MY MSN BACK!!! well, so long as my ma n pa dont find out...

Anyway, i was sure i was going to get a rat, cos i was taken all over to look at them and cages for them and stuff, for my mum to turn round and say she dunt like them, and my dad to say my shelf doesnt fit.oh, and the cage is £70. well, we've come to a sort-of compromise. I can have one if in any of the following situations: a)i save up, b)i wait till my birthday or c) i wait till my dad gets that compensation money. Which either 3 will be hard for me, as i dont always have much patience. not that id give up the waiting, its just that during the waiting, i may be angry towards said parents. the brats approach, i know, but whatever.:P i've wanted a rat for ages now, its just that they've finally decided to take my plea seriosouly. anyways...oh well! you cant get everything! and what you want you just have to wait for sometimes, i guess...this downloading messenger buisseness is sooo tiering. AND i had to make a new email address, cos apparently my old ones buggered. well, im done now, soo toddleybooses! xxx

i dont know how im feeling at the moment. earlyeir i was feelin crap, but right now, errrrr......i dunno! my hair at the moment is really crappy. (sounds vain, but i just saw my refelction, cos, welll, i was wondering and i saw it...er...anyway...) the front isnt too bad...BUT THE BACK!!! i mean, i realise if just had the whole 'messy' thing done to it, but theres a difference between 'messy style' and 'an insane cats just come and clawed its way to my skull' urgh, anyways...oh, and if anyone whos a cat lover reads this, no-offence to you, this was an ANGRY cat. i dont think cats are weird creatures that go rund err, messing peoples hair up.....anyway!:D few, im done!xxx

well, right now, as the subject says, im lookin for pretty birdies! for our arthomework we have to draw said birdies as a border for this thing, and she wants them all bright and colourfull!! But thats just not how i do my art!.i prefer drawng dead girls, but whatever...but being the oh-so crative person i am, i've thought of a way round it! hehe. i'll do her bright bird and foliage(however you spell that) ill do a pretty parrot or huming bird! and even a nice seagull with a beach!! then ill do a pigeon, not as brith, but ill do a cobbled street under its feet (all gray and murky of course!:D) and then, then ill do a crow! yay!!my favourite bird! with a dark tree as back ground. i think my idea is pretty clever, personllay, she gets her bright birds and colours, and i getmy darker type of art work, then theres on thats inbetween, everyones a winner baby!!(did i just put baby? sad...) wooo!!! toodles! xxx

On September 9, 1987, a satellite picture of the Amazon River Basin showed a total of 7,603 fires burning in the rainforest. Urgh, geography homework....

my nan was chased by a corpse today. Really. it was amazingly funny until he started to chase all five of us.

we went to portavntura today, which was pretty cool. would have been better with my b-e-c-c-i though, but still. as for the corpse...its halloween their, and seroiusly, they have gone to town with decourations!!! it all looked amazing!! they had this bit on what is normally a really crappy ride, all done up with alsorts thats really quite scary, but they didnt tell you it was done up, it was awsome!!

i also went on the dragon khan, which is the biggest ride in europe, and its got 6 loops, wich was kinda caoul too.:)

but i still miss everyone, especially becci! i still wanna go home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and the rain wont stop!!!!!

anyways....bye!! xxx

well, im home, yay!!!!!! woooo!!!! got back yesterday night, actually, nut havent been on the internet since then. i saw my becci!!!!! wooooo!!!!!!! she liked her pressies, i think. if i was her i would have been eternally for the sick bag. its off a plane!!! wooo!!!! well...er i dont know what else to write. i had to go to an awards thing, which was probably the longest 1 and a half hours of my life.....er....some stuff happened today......er.......sumat else......

anyways!! i cant think of anything else to write, so i guess its toodles!! xxx

hey, once in a while everyones allowed to have a deep moment, and i fancy having one now. soooo.....lets go with the whole 'doing stuff to be popular' thing, cos thatpoint is like, high up on the list of shit thats more than likely happening.

there really aint a need to feel you need to 'fit in' cos basically, you do stuff to impress people who are no more important than you, which is rediculous. i'd understand if it were the queen, but its not. what give people the urge to latch on to people and show them how good they are just so that other person can turn round and say 'thats nice...' its stupid. if your liked by people then thats fine, but if your aim is to BE liked by people then thats just sad. and anyway, who honestly would want to be friends with someone who likes you cos your popular, thats just an insult anyway, no wonder half of them popular types are stuck up! ( the others are stuck up because thats how they feel they must be...)

er...anyway, i could say a bunch more on the matter, but i cant be bothered to, and becci wants me to look at something anyway, sooo....bye!! xxx

well, i havent wrote on here with a really long entry thingy in a while, so ill do one now, so long as i dont get bored half way through.

lets start with my sort-of new look. my profile picture, oh pretty people, is of my arm and leg. it looks like im tryin to to show you my arm, but in actual fact, i am not,, i was strocking my dog at the time, keeping him still whilst we took a picture of him with moo cow ears on his head. their was originally our kitchen in the background, but, (to match my clothes, add a bit of mistery and cos it look crap) i spent ages slowly filling it  in on paint, cos im good, and sad:P. the rose thingy is because i found it on google, and i love black roses. and the bannery thing, oh that bannery thing, my munchkins. sooooo many problems it has caused. first i spent all of saturday making one out of pictures and putting on the internet, for it  to resizes itself (after id got it the perfect size spescially) and not re-load when i made it the  size i needed it, and to get me banned from theinternet the next day, for being on too ong. then when i got back on, i treid my it-takes-a-year-to-make banner once again, but that was all in vain, so gave up, and tried to get a nightmare before christmas one on, but it wouldnt work, and all the oter good ones were too small :( sooo, in the end i went with a beetlejuice one, which is my third faourite film besides sleepy hollow and nightmare before christmas.

well, this is actually going to be cut short soon, cos my mums naggin in my ear to get off, reminding me that im not meant to be on as i ran over time too much yesterday. and looking at theclock, it seems im running over time now, too.

anyway...yesterday...hallow'een....all hallows eve.....quite fun my lovelys, quite fun. it was bound to be a good day for me, and it was. school was pretty much average, so cant be bothered to explain arguments that had nothing to do with  me. i did dress up for hallow'een, but only in my normal clothes. it was my makeup that made me have an outfit. because i had my slighlty more 'gothic' if you must, stlye goin on, i used a lot of my white face powder, added a bit (only a bit, mind) more eyeshadow than normal, and and drew cuts on my neck and wrists with red eyeliner, blue eye shadow and more white powdre. looked quite good if i do say so myself. my wog dressed up!!! (for all you abnormal freaks who dont know what a wog is, its a dog, idiots) i put him my old witches hat headband on his halti. he looked so cute!!! my lovely monkey face came round. (thats becci, though she doesnt really look like a monkey. actually, shes paying me to say that, she does!! :P) and we sawded saw. (see what i did there?) we did the 'watch scary movies on the night of the dead' thing. and becci found outhte truth about me liking H.I.M. she knew i had one album, she didnt know i had 4. :Parrr!! secrets out!!!

anyway, move on to today....arrrr!!!!everything screwed up!!!argument central!!:( well, basically, if you read becci;s third to last entry, she give you a pretty much hour-by-hour account on the whole 'matter' basically, day started off fine, laura moody though, got to tutor time, which was 10:20, and stuff screwed up. me and becci felt mel and laura were leaving us, walkin off and stuff, me and becci joked around mentioning that, mel thought we meant it, ghot mad, laura was herself and got mad, break becci hit laura on back of head, tried to sort stuff out with mel, lesson before dinner mel mean to me, i dont understand why, dinner mel and laura walk off, we find them, have big argument thing, becci kicks laura, them two go, becci goes home for rest of day, i go back, eventuallly meat up with mel, sort of sort it out in tech, which only me and mel were in together (becci should be in it too, but she was no longer at school, as i just said.see? makes sense dunt it, my prettys) hehe, the weird sugested tag thing just came up with 'i am laura' hehe, im putting that on, its so random. anyway, back to my point, where was i? oh! i know. me, lisa, laura and mel walk home, i spend my time listening to why mel was mean and mad and blocking out nasty kinda uncalled for things abput becci. then i walked home, stopped off at becci to tell her what mell said (not to tell tails, cos mel said i could go tell her when i passed her house) and also to let her know lauras still really mean. becci's mum is going into school to have all this out with the student manager, and thatnks to laura we all might be split up, cos every time a teacher persons got involved, shes lied about whats happened, always saying shes done nothing and that beccis a bully. little shit. (if your wondering, oh-so-lovely cherubs, i dont like her)

anyway, thats left until tommorow now. me and becci had a lovely guitary lesson, and i got given a bass vidio thing, with a really boring faced man in it :D and theirs a weird twiddely bit thing which i think i understand how to do, so im proud of myself :D

well, im done now cos i want to get in shower and have an early nght, cos my coughs coming back so my nights probably going to be restless as it is. and ive now run over half an hour over my time allowed on here. its weird, this has taken about three quarts of an hour to write, yet itll probably take like 5 minutes to read.

anyway, your probably bored of hearing me ramble on now, so, until next time, my lovelys, toodles!! xxx

P.S 6 DAYS TILL TASTE OF CHAOS, PEOPLE, 6 DAYS!!!!:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

in history at the moment, and once again, im becci less :(. not that she's actually normally in this lesson, but, she's not here for the entire day.

i dont know why, but im never in the mood to write a long blog, oh well.

xxx

wow, laura, looks like you've got a war on your hands.

hope your ready for it.

i know which side im on

isnt yours, though.

good luck

 wonder whats happening today....oooo

dunboodle!

arrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hurty mouth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so i gots the day off school, cos talking pained me today. and eatin:( and im the hungeryist i've been in a long time, and all!!:( had to sepnd the day in the livin room cos we're having our bathroom done up. (the showers got body jet things, oooo) so i just sat down watchin telly and reading and listening to the wonder that is music.watched two movies, 'an american werewolf in london' which is from the 80's so the special effects is funny. and shindlers list, which has points that are seriously tear jerky. (if you dont know what shindlers list is, its a true story about a man called shindler that ran a conentration camp, but dint like killing jews, so did all this stuff so that they would work in the factorys for him, but werent alowed to be killed) the worst bit was the little girl death.seriosly:(:(:(

im taklin to my becci so im happy!!!!wooo!!!!:D

im done. toodles!! xxx

nowt particularry interesting happened today, so ill not write about it.

i shall use this to start my campaign for dog-style tic-tacs, because my wog, luke, just attacked my face with licks, and his breath reeks, i had to go whipe my face afterwards. and them dog dental thingys dont work, so this is a cry out to any people who work in the tic tac buisness,  and just happen to stumble across here. YOU KNOW YOUR KNEW TASK! but, dont go animal testing to see if the things are right, use the mean humans that do test on animals for testing.

anyways, toodles!! xxx

well, whilst still in a deep mood i put myself in, i shalleth write a blog. kinda about what put me in the deepness. but it wont be as personal as before. cos it wont. har. im killing the deep mood so ill stop waffeling now.

this is to anyone who feels they keep stuff locked up inside, but want to let it all out. do it now, rather than later. itll do more good than harm to tell someone, or even if you cant tell someone, write it in a diary or something, because not everyone can share their feelings that easily, no matter how much theyd want to, no matter how many times they tryed to. i can never share anything, and theres some stuff i want to say, but cant do it. i probably will one day, but it takes time. butfor those who do, you deserve so much respect, no matter what may be wrong, even if your admitting to something thats really wrong, at least its out in the open. so to all those who are honest, your amaizng, and for those who seem to hide away, please try, itll work out eventually.

anyways,  my deepness is over now, toodles! xxx

if your wondering what the subjects about, them words had just been sung on the song im listening to.ok....well, im at my nan and grandads right now. wooo!! go me!! im so cool its weird....:P*innerself rolls eyes* becci asked me if i wanted to sleep at her house today yesterday. wow, that sounds confusing. if you dont get that she asked it me yesterday, and wanted me to sleep today. so ill be giving her a call later to see if i can go, cos i want to. and if you need a reason for that, its because i love my becci, so ner.

im proud, for once my hair isnt too bad. sounds like a vain thing to say, but its not often i like how my hair looks.anyways, getting away from my looks, let write about something else.

whats been happening in my pathetic little life this week, fredrick? not much, but a lot. lets be really sad and do a day by day account of every little thing, that i can actually remeber. which might not be a lot. oh well, get on with it robyn, your even boring yourself.

Monday: not much, really. nothing at school happened. But afterwards i went to meadowhall to get christmas presents for people, which was kinda good, cos i got to picked what i got with my grans money. (christamas money for me, that is...i didnt just go spending her money...) And i got a hot chocolate from starbucks, too, which is always good :D

Tuesday: as far as i can remeber nothing. nothing interesting at the beging, nothing interesting at the end.

Wednesday: stuff happened. it was frosty, so at dinnertime and on the way home i decided to go sliding on the slipper bits i walked on. during the day, david did something really daft and stupid about becci, that pretty much affects becci from now on. and it sounds like most of what he saidwas a lie anyway. but ill not get myself too involved, its their buiseness, not mine, only reason i care so much is because of what becci says it now means. after schoolios, emily cames to my house, which was goods. but then she went. and the i did some stuff, then i went to bed. and i donbt think i did much after that, because i was asleep. im waffeling again....

Thursday: baaad day, really baaad day. ok, so it started off fine,  but it didnt exactlly end that way. well, it didnt affect me directly, but who likes their best friend crying in the middle of a maths lesson whilst some twisted little thingymabob is grinning at her tears? well, ill explain, but i wont go into total detail, because this is a BREIF thing on my week, and anyway, this internet only goes up tp a certain time, and then your charged rediculous amounts of money. basically, day stars off well, becci trys to sort it out with david, but he doesnt get the picture, so that doesnt go well....day carrys on fine, *affects girly tone*lalalalala.but then we reach maths, where everything pretty much goes to pot. i was asking becci something, and becci answered saying 'sure', but laura thoughtit was a sarcastic answer to her, whod been talking about how she wasnt desperate, so laura wrote it in her planner about how becci is 'once again bullying her' (apparently......) becci tried telling her that she was talking to me, but laura wasnt having any of itl so becci got madder, because she's human, so laura started scribbleing it all down. stuff like this carried on, and becci ended up in tears, which showed how upset she was, cos becci insnt someone (unlike me) who cries easily, and lauar started smilling, at her. and it was obvius it was at her, because she faced her and grinned. so i asked her if shed wrote that in her planner. the fact that she was happy that becci was in tears. it was obvious what the answer was....so then it was dinner, and me and becci went on our own, and we had a pretty deep conversation, and i got to ask her stuff that id wanted to, but never had the right momnet, and i got to explain stuff that id not really done well before. but then becci went home, because sfter dinner would have been pure hell for her, because she was still really upset, and she would have had to spend the next lesson next to laura, and the one after next to daivid. so i went back. and while i was waiting to go into the lesson, laura came up to my saying 'has becci run home to tell her mummy' which turned out realy ironic, because mel pointed out to me, that laura had been doing that exact thing, and she was walikng hme with her mum incase becci had got anyone to 'beat her up'. but to be honest, becci isnt someone who likes having someone else fight her battles. shes too open for that. well day carried on, got home, did some stuff, blah blah blah....

Firday: er, cant remeber, i wasted all my energy remebering thursday. er... oh, i know! we started off the day with double cooking, which was vair vair funny. we had an onion problem, which ened in melissa proving to us how she 'knows everything' the mince meat  i made looked like someone had already eaten it, with lots of gooy tomatoes in it whislt it cooked, beccis potatoes started bouncing up and down, because we forgot they were boiling, me and becci stared flicking mince meat onto the cooker, and bacause it was electice it started to frazzle, so becci declared we were having a barbicue, becci kept eating everyones food, melissa had to take 4 spoons off her(and i found out that although mine looked bad,it tasted good:D)and melissas was, of course, perfect. in french i yelled at david, because when he was trying (feebaley) to apoligise to becci, he aid she was his only friend, which i thought was mean to me, because i thought i was hs friend too. anyways the day carried on, once again, blah blah blah.....

and nothing has happend that i can be bothered to write about. if anyone who reads this reaches the bottom, i have to say....you really have no life. toodlesxxx:P

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spam up!!

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well, i actually got some stuff of of my chest today. makes me proud. im not going to write it on here, cos lardidardar. not that im embarrassed about it. im just not ready to go saying anything about it yet. so ner.

toodlesxxx

Well, in ITT. nothing else to say,coseth there isnt. Oogie boogie.

toodlesxxx

well, went to my granny's today, to take and pick up presents from my cousins. i saw claire, who i rarley ever see, yay! the 4th time in two years. world record!!twas good. we didnt do much, though, we ate. we had a crappy game of baskitbaal- with my other cousins, emily, ben and jack- without a a net, and not really doing anyhing but crazy dancing.... then we just got bored and watched a movie. i picked, of course, because everyone agreed. woo! jackass!!

i also learnt that jack-who's 8- is sick in the head and breast obssed (hehe, rhyme...), and he doesnt really care whos breasts, whether your related to him or not doesnt really matter....and he loves calling his brother sexy. wich is disturbing, but quite funny.

gots home and found out that Mykel is crap at song words, as he thought this christmas song said carrot, when it actually said faggot..hehe.

aaaanyways...im off to find martin luther kings speach, and carry on talking to the always wonderful becci...toodles!xxx

grrr, this anoys me. out of a whole tin of quality streets, theres only two i like. but nobody ever seems to put a lot of them in!! they fill tins with them ones NOBODY likes! the ones people still have sitting in a bowl three years down the line!!grrr....

I'm writing a thingy because this key boards old and i like the sound it makes :) seal.

toodles xxx

well, my mum thought i might have something like diabetes this morning, because yesterday i felt weak and tired, and just fell to sleep at half five, and slept through to half ten this morning (well, i had to wake up for ten minutes to have my tea at about 6 oclock, but i was distant and sleepy), and because its not the first timeits happened she asked my grandad to check my blood sugar thingy with his little checky machine (he has diabetes) but i was 5.1, which is fine. i dont actually know what not fine is, all i know is mine was fine. but then my brother and dad decided it looked fun being poked with a stick, so they had a go. and now were all part of the game. (?)

I also's had my fringe done blond. well...whats supposed to be blond, but because my hair is died purple, it didnt take, so turned orange, even when we redid it with the strong bleech, it just has gone a blondy orange colour. but my roots have gone white. so its weird. but, because it went wrong, im having pink nstead of blond now, which should work, seeing as its going on bleeached hair. well, i HOPE it does, anyway...

well, toodles!! xxx

well, the hair problem is cured. wooo! i gots it pink. i like my hair again. whats been happening in my little world that exsists in my skull, then?not too much... yesterday i was in a weird mood for part of the day, but i lost it totlay after i took beccis shoes and socks off at dinner. (her socks were falling down and it was annoying me, so i sorted them out) then we had science, where me and mel spent our time saying everything in 'code' and refused to tell laura or lisa whats we meant. muahahaha(sounds sad, but actually fun, but quite sad) tjhen mets up with becci for english, and let her in on the 'code'. so spent out time on the 'code'.

set off home, stuff happened with lisa, because she was freaking out about the whole 'code' and how she didnt know what it meant. so me and becci said it was because everything else we've done shes managed to tell peopel about it, when its what we want as a secret. and it went on like that, so we mentioned the thing about something she said that we didnt like. she denyeed it, so we said thats stupid, because we were at opposite ends of the room (me and becci) and we both heard her. so she gots mad and walked off. so the day carried on, tralalalala. er, other crap, nothing much else to say. i played find furby, because i'm really sad and i had nothing to do and something else. er...and something else...watched southpark for a while. got bord went upstairs, did something eles, had a sleep, and as if by magic...it was morning!! wooo!!

and nothing much has happended today. APART FROM BECCI GAVE ME MY CHRISTMAS PRESENT!!!!!and she really is good at rapping stuff. MARS ATTCKS!!!! WOO!! im watching it when i gets home. which be early, seeing as its the last day! 5days to go!! woo!!

well, toodles xxx

everybody!!!

'christmas time, misltoe and wine, children singing christian rhyme!!!'

woooooo!!!!!!!!! cliff richard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha!! hemakes me chuckle. hes old. *cpoys his cool wave*

2 days! toodles xxx

well, moose was yesterday. t'was goods. gots some stuff that i wanted, which is always good, but not the best bit. bst bit was the big blimp! my dad got one of those remote control blimps that you fill with heelium, and on the picture they look small, buts they are MASSAVE. and funnys. they look fat and threataning when they plow you down slowly. woo! gots my camera and stuffs. Mykel got me a pretty watch i love. Christmas din - din!! woo!! we had theese big weird poppers instead of the traditional tacky ones, they were like  conffetti filled rockets! woo!! ams at my nanniy and grandads, because thats where i spend my moose. my grannys here today for a boxing day din-ner. all familynised, me. well, im dones. i think. well, i've got nothing left to say, anyways, i just wont stop typing (hehe, im sad, i like the noise it makes...) hopes you had a lovely christmoose, becci love, and i cant talk over msn, cos this computer dosent have it. and i wont be on long anyway, because its one of those internets that charge stupid amounts per minute after a certain time. well, anys im done.

well, if i dont get to write on here again soon, have a happsey new year people,  see you becci on new years eve if i dont see you earlier.

toodles xxx

lalallalalalala, wooo.

er, im done. yay. in it. congradulations

harhar, im crap at darts. ive holed mykels wall. and i loved today. twas fun, and i got a cute little sheep, thats nearly made me cry.

toodlesxx!!!

its australia day!! wooo!!! lets all talk about wallabys and wear them funny hats with the corcks in them!!! but im not australin :( oh well!! lets celebrate anyway!!!

toodles xxx

woo! potatoes!!

urgh, my voice is making its final fairwell

i cried at corpse bride today, pathetic, yes, but i love that movie!! it's so sweet!! i cry at the part where corpse bride sings and at the very end, well, because she does all that, gives up her heart, and someone she loves, to end up with nothing herself. well, i know she gets set free and all that, but she gets a crappy deal, and i feel sorry for her (yes, it is sad, but it's just i love this movie!) so i decided to hate the victoria girl, but they make her such a sweet character, so i can't. and it'd made me feel mean. er, aaaaannnnyway, moving on...er i dont know what to talk about now. im out of ammo. harhar bazooca gun. pow pow pow!! bang!! woooo!!!! ehhrr, i'm done.

toodles xxx

well, i'm a bit poofed at the moment, but i'll live. I don't get computers, me. Because I'm not on broadband, this thing thats loading is taking my life away. it keeps skiping between 20% back down to 12%. How can something decide that it hasn't downladed something, when a minute ago it was sure it had? grrr... well, anyway, whats been happening in my little head? nothing really...yesterday I turned the telly off and wouldn't let anyone turn it on to watch anything, or let them leave the room to go to another telly, which was fun. I've found my new obsession, nutragrain bars. they are very tastey. oh, and i made some cinder toffee, but i didn't expect it to grow as much as it did, and ended up a bubbeling dome in the tray. and then i left it to cool for too long, so now it's stuck in the tray and too hard to brake off, so gone to waste, basically...which is quite funny.

er, apart from that, i've done nothing but tidy my room, as it got too much of a tip. now it's only a bit of a tip. it's my shelves that need doing.

er...well, thats it, really, apart from the annoying donkeys that were in my dream last night that wouldn't go away, which was odd and creepy...

toodles xxx

I felt really weird latley, the simpelist thingsnhave made me upset or confused. It's weird, but i can feel totally lost in something, and when I realise it, i end up getting upset. I cryed today over a daft thing at school, that I did't mean to get bummed out about, but did anyway. it made me feel useless. i dont like going o about it, because i feel like an attention seeker, but sometimes i can't help but dwell on thoughts that bring tears. crap, i know, but what can i do about it? thats right, nothing. i have to stick it out, but that means my friends have to put up with it too, wich just makes me feel even worse. well, i'll get over it. anyways... this taste of chaos cd has got something wrong on it. it says its got bat country on it, but it's burn it down. ohh!! *shock* even the thing where the internet finds out the name for you says it's bat country. silly people....

toodles xxx

well, at the moment i'm trying to keep my attention, but it keeps slipping. right now i'm listening to killswitch engage - rose of sharyn, tryng to cope with a belly ache thats getting worse and worse, and trying to get my stuff for my art homework. but im tierd, and writing on here, so getting kind of distracted. i love doing art and stuff, but i always get distracted when it comes to doing research. it's not my strong point when it comes to doing it quckly...and if this belly ache gets any worse i may well stab it!!! but is it classed as a belly ache if it's only just under your chest?

i dunno, anyways, i've got work to dooooo

and my blog is going to seem like a lie to me because that songs gone off before i even posted it *shock* now it's roadrunner united - the end

anyways, time to get doing this again before i just shut off totally and give up.

toodlesxxx

i no longer ha to wear my braces!!

and i have a slight possibilty of going snow boarding in the alps next year!!

well, today wuseth good.

i handed in my thing for snowboarding, i think i got it in oon enough, i was put down as number 20, so i should be in.

school was cancelled because of electicty that decided it no-longer wanted to work. twas good news. well, until david invited his annoying self to my house. it was fine with becci coming, but him!! grr! sometimes he's plain annoying!! we watched butterfly effects, and told david at the beging its a movie you have to proplerly watch to get, so he kept talking, then picked up a magazine and flicked though it loudly...(vair annoying). after thats, watched a viva la bam episode, almost throttled david, cuseth i wanted to kill him. the david went home. party poppers went off. me and becci the baiscally lazed about , being the oh-so active people we have come to be. dog kept siting on me, whilst licking becci. i felt so abandoned :(. took becci home, nothing interesting from then on blahdy blahdy blah....im here right now...dum de dum dum dum...

oh, and i just invented a cat, praise me!!!! woo...

toodles xxx

I had gummies!!!!!

i think maybe too many...

I just realised I have acheived absaloutley nothing, well that i can think of. well, i've done somethings i've been proud of and stuff like that, but nothing i can just say 'yeah, i managed to do this...' weird...

but i guess thats an achievment in itself, so it's not all bad news

oh, and well done macdonlads, encouraging healthy eating, but only puts compatitions and stuff on the big meals. subtle way to keep the amount of obese people up, i like it.

well, im bored, so going to warble on here.my hair is now fringless, because i decided a change, so its weird. i cant hide behind my hair now, you HAVE to see the whole of my face. my mums just showing the pictures of mykel buying his new car, and im in the back and look like some dodgy ghost.

just got back from a weekend in flamingo land at the caravans. i only got to go on one of the roller coasters because no-one would do on with me. but the one i went on was cool. it goes from 0 to 60 in 0.somethingsomething seconds. and i went on the tractor ride, go me!! and it was mating season for the animals, so very funny. and im going to steal a tapir. yay!!!

er, im done/bored.

toodles xxx

Bordeybordeybored. In IT, and can't rally be bothered to write on here, but nothing else to do really...

well, that was interesting...

George, george, geroge of the jungle strong as he can be

George, george, george of the jungle watch out for that tree!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

woooooooooooooooo

toodles

xxx 

this is a tester to see if this thingy works.

becci's is funnier, but this ones mine

propbably wont work, but we'll see!

it's entirley pointless and really crap, but thats the fun of it!

well, decided to have an update of my thing. for some strange, unknown reason, i put a fish on.i don't even like fish. i just liked the colour of it, so i decided to got withs it. i like the paw prints, though

toodles xxx

well, went to meadowhall today,it was fun.

bought a new death kitty top thingy, with cat ears on the hood! its right good! and a jack skellington cushion! and some more stuff. becci bought a cd and some more stuff. we went into the comic book shop, and discussed how becci's a cool person who's slowly becoming geekyfied, whislt im an alll round geek. and we went to starbucks!! yay!! and we talked how  starbucks isn like hitler in any way. he was a nasty, evil person, starbucks do nice drinks. in the way home, was crowded, becci felt poorlyfied,and we whitnessed a disturbing sight. this really obese ladys trousers had got sucked up her arseyness, so you could actually see the butt crack as though the trousers were her skin. it was all urgggh! *shudders at thought*

aaaaaaanyways, im bored of writing this stuffs, so toodles!! xxx

well, thought i'd write on here, because i feel like it, and i thought it would be uber cool to write on the first of a month, go me!!!

tapirs = cool

toodles!! xxx

Havent wrote anything on here, lately, have i, my lovely computoid? no, thats right, i havent...

well, i will then. And whats me going to say? something simple, of course, that doesn't tak up too much time, and means oh-so much greatness to me, and one of my companions. are you  ready, dear old keyboadr. oh yes, thats right...

TASTE OF CHAOS!!!

i have a strange pang. i think it's in my chest, but it seems to be in my throat as well. feels a tad weird, but oh, well. thats not what im here to write about

i have decided to inform my computer scren,m as there is no-one else to talk to. i am happy (minus the pang)at the moment, as i have just visited my moomar in hoispeetal, and she seems a hell of a lot perkyer than yesterday, and she may well be coming home tomorow!! so i be happy. when we go to her, she was sat up drinking (yes, she was allowed a drink! not that ewe knew she couldnt, but since thursday night shes hasnt eaten anything, having been nil by mouth since friday, and at attempting a sip of water, threw up a tray full of bile. i was there, and there was loads) so i am happy, as my moomar looks like she will be returning. if the scan a)is tomorow and b)doesnt show up anything weird. yay!!